Today am free, am satisfied, and am at peace (I have not felt like this since way too long). I feel light …

What is happening to me? Why is everything around me reminding me of the color white and the word pure? Why am I feeling lonely? Since when people have started dressing up like ANGELS?

Why am I talking to myself? Why am not able to speak? Why does it feel like am walking on the clouds?

(Usually I have experienced the same feeling while flying but this aint a plane journey!!!)

Why is everyone around me oozing with warmth? Why do I feel like hugging everybody here? Why isn’t anybody sad? These questions started bombarding me as soon as I opened my eyes after a very sound sleep (I guess I was sleeping)……

After wandering like a lost soul I spotted an old friend of mine smiling from a distance (maybe he can help me)But it seems I have not met him for years (oh we must have lost touch in between )…and it feels great to see him again (we can always start off from where we left ) just look at the way his face is glowing ( he must be a yoga freak ) and what’s this thing over his head ? I still can’t remember how we lost touch (courtesy my current amnesia attack). These are the side effects of the hum drums of city life.

                                      As I was deeply engrossed in my thoughts someone gently patted on my back. When I turned around , to my amusement there was dad he had the same smile on his face as my friend had. DAD was looking as fresh as ever. (Wearing the same green t-shirt and blue jeans I had last seen him in)

I was thrilled to see him!! But again the same question started bothering me what happened in between why can’t I remember when did I last see him? Why does it feel like am meeting him after a 10 year long hiatus?

WOOF WOOF… Oh my dog was here too actually this is my first dog. Now that I have found him maybe I can make him friends with my latest one a daschund named MOSCO (wait if I had him why did I buy a new one and even if I did aren’t they friens  already).

I need to tell everybody that I have found back my dad, my dog and a long lost friend of mine. I could feel the heat rushing to my body. But then let me first exchange hello with my friend. I went up to him but words were not coming in my mouth. He had the same smile on his face. Suddenly my friend came closer to my ears and whispered the word WELCOME into my ears. I felt lighter after hearing this word. Surprisingly all my questions had an answer now and I knew where was I!

 

I was happy, content, and lonely and free and had the same smile on my face ……..

Why people fall in love?

It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why sometimes it fails. You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anything that will take the life out of this experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. Usually we want answers where there are no answers.                              

                              We need to know the sacred meaning of love, and accept it. We need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with

yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart. If you find yourself someone in love with you but you don't love him back, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but you gently refused the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain to the one who loves you . How you deal with love
is how you deal with yourself. If you fall in love with another person , and he falls in love with you,and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.
                                          Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
                                                  The first blush of new love is as fresh as the droplets of the dew on the petals of rose , but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need.They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love. They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
           Love has its time, its own season, its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. . Love always has been and always will be a mystery. BE GLAD THAT IT CAME TO LIVE FOR A MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE.